The Rejected Alpha's Vengeance

Chapter 552 I Lost Who I Am In The Process

[HAWI]

"Don't you dare die on me," Mbali mumbled as she paced around the room while she stared at Hawi who was still unconscious.

They had both been shocked by what they had seen or rather who they had seen and it was hard to explain how the fuck life could play such sick games.@@@@

So many years had passed, so many empty years that had been marred by depression and loss; the longing of the one woman who could have kept them sane.

It was a time that they had all felt, a time that had forced them to try and forget about who they had been, what they had stood for, and even what they had wanted in life.

Happiness had become a distant dream for them because there was nothing that would make their lives any easier. There was only ever option as they had walked away from home, choosing to never look back no matter how long it took.

Funny how fate worked and got them to the particular point with many questions and zero answers.

None of this was making sense, and Mbali hated that in the middle of all that, they were not sure whether to be happy that she was alive or angry that she hadn't tried to reach out for over three hundred years. What kind of a cruel fate was that?

"Fucking hell, slow down on the pacing. You'll knock me out again at this rate," Hawi whined as she struggled to sit up and Mbali stared at her defeatedly.

She had seen the worst of the worst happen to Hawi and yet in all that time she had never fallen unconscious. Then again, for three hundred eyes, she had lived her life mourning the girl of her dreams, the love of her life and the only woman who ever made her home.

She had prayed for years and years to the moon goddess to give her mate even in another life, and she hadn't expected it to be like that.

But then would the goddess who had created soulmates really be the one to play such a cruel game no matter how chaotic Mbali and Hawi had been in the human realm? Would it ever make any sense? Find exclusive stories on My Virtual Library Empire

"We are dealing with a powerful bitch that we have spent the past three hundred years defying. She knows what will happen if we bring Hernia down and start killing wolves.

"She knows how things work and she knows damn well that we lost what was important to us and we don't have a tether to humanity. That woman didn't like that we left home to stay away from the people who could keep us sane and link us with our humanity.

"You still think she wouldn't decide to fuck things up and force a past on us? Come to think of it, who would orchestrate that shit so well and have Dumi and Kadiam working together again?

"It all just doesn't make any sense I know, but I also know that the moon goddess is a bitch and can do whatever she wants. I don't trust that she bought her back. The person we loved DIED.

"We mourned her for three lonely months. We were there, Hawi. We were ruled by pain the entire time. We didn't have anything to hold on to and then she took her away. Who knows what she did to the person we loved?

"I refuse to believe that the woman just grew a conscience and decided to have us on the same page that she wants us on," Mbali rambled angrily.

She was sick of the mind games. She was also scared of what the truth was and more than anything, she was worried that this would push them into a deeper rabbit hole. Bringing back the person they loved and lost back was fucking shit.

It was a cruel lifeline for them to deal with and if Hawi ever believed that the queen was the girl she had loved so badly, then she would step aside and let fate do its work. And if the woman was not real then Hawi would have to be forced down a depressing her again.

So much would be lost and there wouldn't be a thing that they could do about it. This right here was both the fate of the realm and their people too.

"But what if she is her, Mbali? What if she is the girl who owns my heart? Then what?"